Ex wifes cousin helped me out.
She and I had real s** problems, was not easy to hide. Her cousin stayed with us for almost a year. While she knew I had massive back up, she tormented me. From showing me her breast to spreading her legs, her lips and fingering her self.
In the bed room I had a wife who I wants to so bad, when she did not want s** at all. She claimed pain was the problem.
In the other room was her cousin, almost a twin to her body and face wise. Who wanted me so bad, she would let me do her in front of my wife.
I got off work first and usually came home and showered. Her cousin was next and usually fixed up dinner. She would use the toilet while I was in the shower some time, (one bathroom).
She got in the habit of opening the shower curtain and massaging my p****. From there she masturbated me while she did her self. That's pretty hot and pretty weakening. She sits on the toilet as I stand up. I must admit i got weak standing there. She said that was her help for me, while she got help from it as well.
I wanted to have s** with her so bad, and she wanted s** with me. I just wanted to be honest with my wife.
We divorced with in a year of her cousin leaving. I think the sexual stress was just to much for me. I realized just how beneficial the help she gave me was.