I don't know what I'm doing
I gave up living in a city I liked, moving away from my family (emotional support), "my daycare", and having to put my house on the market. I started my new job which came as a promotion and I dislike my boss. I only made these sacrifices because I was at the time the main bread winner and I couldn't afford not to have a job that could support us all.
Today I signed the papers to sell my home to a couple in two days. I question was all the sacrifice worth it? I am criticized, wrongfully accused, blamed and spoken to condescendingly at times. I feel like a fool but with my husband still not gainfully employed I feel trapped in the job.
I must add that I also feel guilty that I moved away from my folks after they moved from a different state to be near us. They understood why but were crushed. As was I.