I'm a mess (part 2)
So I've given up everything in order to move on from my ex...
EVERYTHING! To be alone and sort my head out but instead I asked if we could sort things out!
I'm now waiting on his decision because he is happy !!
What am i doing?!?!
I'm setting myself up for another fail/break up and the wait is killing me in the process! I know he won't chose me!
We weren't perfect but we were great!
I can't not be around him or speak to him! Its painful everytime I see him and his new partner! A stabbing gut wrenching pain!
This is so pathetic! I would NEVER of saw myself like this when I was younger!