Felt the guilt

After some unspoken seductive methods of massages an Asian woman which isa massager, told me if I wanted to "let the hormones go" for a price, I gave her the price and she gave me an incredible handjob which I've been fantasising for years, I'm a young guy and I found that opportunity pretty charming at first, but when I finished I felt a huge guilt, probably because I disappointed my mum when she told me not to do anything wrong, maybe it's something religious, or maybe it's because of the money, but it's certainly because of my fallen pride? I've been feeling very down, hated every female around and I just became soulless. What has gone into me? And how can I cure it?

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  • Oh for goodness sake, grow up. you got a hand job. Smile!!!

  • The Asian women I've known don't look at s** the way western men do. While you feel guilt for doing that in front of a stranger, she looks at it like breathing, purely natural, no big deal, simply a business transaction for her. If you had done it in front of some little girls or some other UNWANTED situation, then yeah, you would have been guilty of something. Chalk it up to experience and move on. It didn't mean anything to the massuse.

  • You must go on a quest to redeem yourself. Only you can define the terms of the quest. Be honest with yourself about what you must do for redemption. Follow through. Good luck.

  • Oh my, wise crap indeed! I was waiting for someone to actually get deep and speak in general, million thanks, if you were a girl I'd marry you!

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