I screwed up. when will I learn not to
I screwed up. when will I learn not to assume someone will follow through on their word? I have to get my life right. I have to pare it down to where I am self sufficient. I am already feeling overwhelmed. I am stupid for thinking someone would follow through. I should have known. I have to do better. It doesn't matter that I'm tired. I can't slip up like that. Just do it yourself- don't depend on others. it's not going to help you. people like to SAY they are going to do something- but mostly because it sounds good AT THE TIME. It gets your hopes up and then this is what happens. You should know better- after all you've been through you should know better. I can't quit beating myself up. God I'm stupid.