Feeling very bad after this
I always wanted to have s**. I had s** with prostitute but it was not so satisfactory... Finally I got a girl and she is one of my relative. I arranged party for us only at her home when no one was there. We got drunk n finally I f***** her thrice . She is really so good in bed. Now she is behaving in different way because as per her it all hpPnd because of her mistake. And later on she told me that was been in a relationship for 4 years n they f***** many times. Now I am feeling so bad that one guy used my relative for such a long time. I really don't know what to do n how to behave with her. I know I can have s** with her again by planning . But I don't just want to use anyone for my satisfaction. Feeling damn shameful. U don't know if what she is feeling exactly . May be she wants to marry me but i don't. And still we are not in a typical relationship . We just mate each other and enjoyed as per me.