Sometimes I just feel like running away and never looking back. I have 2 kids under 4 that have had their share of issues although I love them dearly. My husband and I haven't had s** in almost a year and aren't planning on it any time soon. I've gained weight that I have been having an incredibly hard time losing (20lbs). We haven't been on a date in over a year. I feel like I'm just surviving right now.
The more I try to speak to my husband about this, the crazier I sound. I've hit the point of no return. I've even started thinking about cheating or divorce. He loves me, I know he does but words are just not enough.