Girlfriends family and me
I bang my wifes friends, two sisters on occaision going on a few years now. No one knows a thing, they don't know. We're all married to others. I'd hate to get caught. I fear the fallout from 3 families that go back generations. I want to stop, this is insane. I love my wife, I wouldn't want to be without her. The guilt is killing me. My wife is way better looking and better in bed. Why do I do this.I'm tired of giving myself to them, they don't come close to what I have at home. I find my wife more attractive than ever. I hate that I ever did this. I could have stopped it from the start. I enjoyed the challege's. Now I look at my wife knowing I don't deserve her, she is worthy of better charactor from me. If she ever knew, I'd not the man for her as I'd be no longer worthy to her.I'm actually sick over this. I have to end this in a nice way and hope it remains under lock and key.