I Made A Mistake
I have made the biggest mistake of my life..i had s** with this guy at school lets call K and he is beautiful i felt really special when he told me he liked me and so we started talking. Then a couple of months later we did it that whole weekend he was mine but then when we were at school we acted like nothing happened which i was okay (dont like when everybody knows my business). we did it again that Wednesday, Thursday, and Saturday. then Monday i found out that he has a girlfriend lets call her X the moment K and X get back together he stops talking to me but when we were on the bus he would ask me for kisses and touch my ..."Parts". i was so confused but now life is going to get hard because i'm pregnant and i dont know what to do. i told him and he doesn't believe me but my stomach is already hard plus he admitted to not wearing protection the last time we were together..i just dont know what im going to do. i have messed up my entire life. what are my parents going to do? is he going to be in his childs life? Heck am i going to be around? i cant provide for a child i can't be a mom. i cant deal wit walking down the halls with a huge stomach and X staring at me while everyone is calling my S***. i even let K feel my stomach and he still doesnt think its his which is crap because he's my first and only...what am i to do?