MY GIRLFRIEND SEEMS TO FORGET ABOUT ME
Ok so I am in love with a married woman, she has stated she loves me too but wont leave her husband. She says she thinks about me but she never emails me, never writes anything on here for me, never calls me. I know its hard for her to do these things becuase she is married and i respect that but it hurts badly. I have no idea if she is safe, sad, happy, whats new in her life I am just left wondering about her safety and happiness. Does she really love me, I so hope so. Even though we cant be together I love her more than words can say. She is the most special person that has ever come into my life, I will never ever forget her. In fact I know I can never be with another women because no women will ever be her. No women will make me feel the way she does. Life is so lonely knowing u cant be with your soulmate and that I dont want anybody else ever. I feel bad that she feels guilty about loving me but in my heart I believe her and I are meant to be together. Life is so dam cruel. I should not be going to bed lonely at night I should be cuddling and talking with my special girl, my angel.