I'm not like, really gorgeous or
I'm not like, really gorgeous or anything, but I'm not ugly, I do have a decent body due to years and years of sports but that is about it. After my ex girlfriend left me 2 years ago I decided to try something I'd always wanted to do; become an escort. The way I see it, I'm a guy who has never had complaints in the bedroom, I'm young, I love s**, why not get paid? So I signed up to an agency, uploaded a bunch of pictures and waited.
Within 3 days I had my first 2 bookings, I told each of the women that I was very experienced but to honest, I was s******* myself at the prospect.
My first booking came around, I made an effort, got my hair cut, groomed myself to perfection and drove to hers. I'm not kidding, I'm quite a confident guy but I was s******* myself soooo much. What if she was an awful smelly old b****? Shaking like a leaf I rang her doorbell, and the woman that answered was absolutely gorgeous! We went out for dinner, I was the perfect gentleman and she asked me back to hers. When we got to her place there was lots of kissing, and I genuinely fancied her. Just as things got a little hotter we discussed a price, and she told me what she wanted.
She was very direct. She said that she wanted someone who would do anything she wanted for a few hours, and then stay all night, and bring her breakfast the next day. All this I did, and that night I made a small fortune.
The bookings have been getting easier ever since, there have been a few women that weren't quite so... well.... attractive but I can concentrate on 'other things' to make sure that the s** can continue (if that makes sense).
I don't feel guilty about selling myself to women even though I thought I would. Of course my family don't know what I'm doing (i've told them I'm seeing someone that lives in a city a couple of hours away). I think the family would be p***** off, also it does create problems if I meet someone that I would like a relationship with. I know that would be impossible, so I just keep my distance. It is a little lonely, but the money is fantastic and at weekends I get to be someone completely different; the object of women's fantasies. It's not really me, but the illusion is a rush.
I'm going to keep doing this until getting a relationship becomes a priority or I am too old and ugly for anyone to book me. Until that time, and for now at least, no regrets.