Gay Black Drama
I've cheated on my boyfriend lots of times, the last couple of months I've put that beside me & trying VERY hard to control my urges & be faithful. I truly believe he's cheated on me at some point with-in our 2 year relationship, just really great at not getting caught. We both love each other extremely! He's a sensitive & delicate being, yet I'm the absolute.
When I found his old phone, his account was still attached so I saw all of his text messages to other men. He was telling some guy whom he told me was his cousin that offered a job driving trucks & would be away for awhile, (He didn't take it.) within the text he did mention to the guy I was his bf & he complimented me (bullshit, he was a snake in the grass trying to ease his way through) & later with in the text he sent a photo of his d*** hard. Another message between him and some guy read how much he was excited that Darrell liked his Instagram photo. & that guy sent a pic (he was light skinned, & my bf is attracted to that. He said of I was dark skinned he wouldn't have approached me, he's not racist it's just his interest) he texted back an emoji with heart eyes as if he were flattered by the pic sent.
I checked the phone he actually uses sometime later & he deleted it. & when I noticed he remembered about the other phone I saw that he deleted those too.
Lately things haven't been the same. But I love this dude with my everything. & I don't want to lose him. It's clear we have some issues but what do I do maybe it's payback for the time I was sucking some guys c*** in a park while his baby mama was away that first year we got together. I don't know but it feels good telling this.
Please no bashing, I need advice kik its_damion