When my friend and I were in the 7th grade we met this guy in the 8th grade had us to meet his cousins who were 16 at the time. They took our virginity's and would come get us to ditch school just to be with the and we fell in love with them. Currently I am still with this guy and we have a son together hes 2 almost 3. He has cheated on me 4 times in the last five years that I know of. We even had an incident one time when he hit me but that was like 3 years ago. I love this guy but i hate him too. Like hes more experienced in relationships and things than me and I feel like he knows how to get what the h*** he wants and manipulates me but, I love him so much to let him go. I feel like I am dumb for it all? am i?