I pray she has another son
So I have two sons with this one lady who is much younger than I-she was telling me she loved and wanted me but secretly she wanted nothing to do with me except getting pregnant. We have been on and off for about 6 years and things just could not work.She has told me that am older and all she did was use me to get pregnant. She always wishes bad things to happen to me but I always wish her well, and help her as much as I can.For instance,I did whatever I could to help her and she is now a nurse, despite the fact that we were no longer together.We have joint custody of our sons now. She got married last month and could possible be pregnant right now.She told everybody she was getting married(most of her relative found out from her facebook posts) but hid it from me(she had no reason to tell me really).She wants a daughter really badly and thinks she will get one this time(she disliked daughters,including mine while we were together).I am praying she gets another son this time,and a daughter next time- so she can wait another year or two for what she really wants.I am not wishing her ill will,just wishing her deferred gratification.