** I miss you

I still have your number memorized after two years.
You sent me an istagram request of all things.
Why do I care so much? Why does the thought of you still make me hurt? Why the ** does something as small as an Instagram request
make me type this stupid thing??
....I still haven't accepted that stupid friend request...and I don't think My cowardly self can.

After two years

I still love you

I always have

Everyday

**, you scare me.