I feel awful
My husband and I got married between Christmas and New Year's, and during our honeymoon, I cheated on him like 4 or 5 times. I mean it was with one guy, but it happened that many times. It was really no big deal, and it didn't mean anything, but now we've been home for a few weeks and I feel bad about it. He'll never know and I'll never admit it to him, but now I sort of wish I hadn't done it even though at the time it was fun and it made me feel great.