Fell in love with best friends wife, and best friend
I was never expecting this to happen. I have a best friend who I've known since I was very young. We are the way best of friends. He's damn cool and totally non judgmental. His wife I've known since high school and we did not get a long well. I had a rough life and have changed a lot since I was a kid. My wife and I started hanging out with them a lot lately and today I realized I'm in love with his wife. It's not like s** love, although she is sorta hot. But I mean like who she is. Confident, powerful, really smart (beats me at trivia games, she's the only one who can). Great mom and pretty good friend.
Truth is I don't "want" her. I mean it, I want my wife cause she is also incredibly awesome. But I can't stop thinking about my friends wife. I dream about her a lot too. But I don't want to give up the friendship. In fact the friendship means more to me than anything.
But I want to save the friendship with me and his wife too. I want to NOT be in love with her any more.
P.S. I'm totally not gay, If I was it probably wouldn't be for him anyways. Also I've got nothing wrong with it. got friends who are and I love them! Please keep this on track, no trolling about gay, it's disrespectful and rude.