What a good problem to have
I'm in love with my partner of 5 years now, in love with my male best friend, have really strong romantic feelings for my female best friend AND for her boyfriend and i also just love seeing the two of them as a couple so much. And on top of that there are a few other friends that I have mild crushes on. There was a time when romance wasn't a big factor in my life and I never thought it would be again, and i was fine with that, but now suddenly this year love is everywhere in my life and I'm so happy. I haven't been this happy in years. [And yes everyone involved knows about my feelings for everyone else and it's fine and god I'm so glad to be poly these days] Everywhere I turn there is another heart to share mine with. I'm so grateful for you all.
Maybe you're into;Polygamy.
Then why are you here? that's not a confession you know.
Good luck with the aids!
Love is a beautiful and complex thing! You are so blessed to have that much of it in your life. Just make sure you always lift each other up.