Call it what you want
I see little signs all over the place. For a week I kept seeing my maiden name everywhere- in news stories, on street signs, on TV ads. Everywhere.
Then seeing 11:11, 9:11 all the time.
I think of how much I hate the produce in our stores and what i wouldn't give for some decent oranges- then I get a box of Florida Sunkist oranges as a gift.
On and on. So many unique 'coincidences'- but then they say there are no coincidences.
I just want The Universe to know I notice and I like it and it's neat and I'm thankful- and I would like to experience more please!:)
You're slowly losing your mind...kill yourself
How about this for a sign: It wasn't you fault and deep down you know that's true. Stop beating yourself up over this. Nobody blames you.