What should I do?
I broke up with my boyfriend 5 weeks ago. We had been together for 1 year and 3 months and the reason why I did it was because it wasn't the same anymore. Things had changed and I didn't feel the same way about him. Breaking up with him was really hard for me. He was more than just my boyfriend; he was my best friend. We experienced so much together. He really did love me, but what bothered me was that he wouldn't demonstrate it. He would ignore me whenever I was next to him. I was always the first one to start the conversation and I never liked it. He didn't make me feel special and wanted anymore. At various times, he made me feel like a stranger. But besides all of that, he was a good guy, and that is why I'm afraid I will regret it. While he was ignoring me, another guy was giving me his attention and so that led to something that I kinda regret. After I broke up with my boyfriend, my friend and I kissed.It felt so guilty, as if I was doing something wrong. I never thought it would happen. I don't usually do these type of things. The guy I kissed is (or was) a player. He told me he liked, but I thought it was nothing special because he likes every pretty girl he sees. I think he does like me. He has true feelings for me. I'm not ready for a relationship. I don't like him. I just like the way he makes me feel.