I'm never gonna be able to talk to guys
I have never been good with talking to guys, like ever. I always get choked up when I try to talk to them, I don't know if it's because I have been very introverted since I was young and Im comfortable being alone, but I want to be able to have a decent conversation with a guy when he approaches me. Plus when a guy says something like you're cute or I find you attractive, I expect to much and think that guy likes me when he isn't. Maybe I'm not fit for this love stuff.