i thought i finally found someone who
i thought i finally found someone who wasn't a complete j******, but when you said you preferred looks over personality it broke my heart a little. if someone as nice as you only cares about the outside then who else is there left that cares about the inside? it finally made me realize that if i'm going to make it in this world i have to be the thinnest, prettiest, and most put together i can be. i hate the concept of beauty and i've always hated being called "pretty" or "hot" but now i'm starting to realize it's the only thing anyone cares about. so fine. i give up.