I'm an 18 yo female virgin. Ive never really even kissed a guy. I watch a lot of p*** though and m********* and I love bondage. Whenever I'm out and a guy hits on me or something I just get really nervous and have to leave bc I get scared. The thing is I want to get with someone and have s** but nerves het in the way.
My dream scenario would be to be taken by someone in an almost non consensual way. I often think about myself lying in bed and a mysterious man coming in to the room, tying me down and f****** me til I scream.