Repressed and obsessed

I am a catholic girl and when i was 15,i finially made my First Holy Communion in the class of 7 year olds.Like the little girls,i had to follow the dress code and wear a poofy,short sleeve,knee length communion dress and veil with the lace anklets and white maryjane shoes and under my dress the required white tee shirt with the cloth diaper and plastic pants[aka rubberpants].I felt and looked like a little girl! That next week,mom had my entire outfit cleaned and boxed to be saved.Then when i was 19,i moved into an apartment with my 20 year old boyfriend,Justin.After we got settled in,he saw the box with my communion outfit in it and asked me what was in the box and i told him it was my First Communion outfit from when i was 15.I opened the box and showed him the entire outfit and he got excited!He then told me he wanted me to put it on and model it for him.So i took the outfit to our bedroom and got undressed,pinned the diaper on,then put the rubberpants on over it followed by the tee shirt,then my dress,veil,lace anklets and the maryjane shoes.I felt like a little girl again! I came out and his eyes lit up as he saw me!We kissed then he put his hand up under my dress and felt the diaper and rubberpants and got even more aroused! He forcibly unzipped my dress and pulled it off of me,then forced me to my knees and made me give him oral **.He came in my mouth and i had to swallow his full load! Then he carried me to our bedroom,laid me on our bed,removed my diaper and rubberpants and we made love! I liked the feeling of being dominated by him as a "littlegirl" and now when we fool around,i put on my communion outfit and become a "littlegirl" and he loves dominating me!

My boyfriend has been dominating me since we started high school. He comes over every morning before school and ** me hard .We shower together and I wash his entire body and dry him off and dress him then he chooses what he wants me to wear to school if it is a school day .I always wear what he says and we walk to school . He likes to make me wear short skirts with no ** or bra so he can show me off to his friends that walk to school with him,Just before we get to school he lets me put on a bra and sometimes **. I get so excited the closer to lunch it gets because he has me me meet him behind the school and I get to ** his **.He ** so much and it tastes so wonderful and it is such a turn on to ** him off in front of his friends ,I always show them my mouthfull of ** before I swallow it down like a good little girl . He lets a couple of his friends feel me up on the way to or from school and love to play with my ** till I ** . Tommy ** me infront of his friends all the time and has even done it infront of his parents which is always so humiliating but not as humiliating as when he makes me strip then play with myself right in front of his mom and dad.Tommys dad dominates Tommys mother and is way worse to her than Tommy is to me and they have talked about trading for the weekend sometime. Tommy says his dad is going to have to pay him at least $1000 if he wants me to be his slave for an entire weekend . When I asked him if his dad would agree to that he told me that he will if he has the cash on hand because he will make it back and then some ,Tommy has told me that when they get behind on the bills or when his dad just wants to punish his mother he pimps her out . Right now im safe for a while because Tommy told me his Dad doesnt have the money and wont for a while but assures me that eventually His father is going to walk up and hand him the cash and I am going to be his property for the weekend,,maybe longer if can afford it.

My dominant husband allows me to have a career. However, he must approve what I wear to work, I must call if I am going to be late getting home, and I am not allowed to go to lunch with another man unless there is another woman along or I get his permission first. He makes me dress more modestly than most career girls because my body is for his pleasure alone; my long skirts and blouses up to my neck are obvious to others, and I also wear an attractive choker. If I break one of his work rules, I get spanked. Also, if I get home before him I am required to meet him at the door naked and ask him if he would like to be sucked off. If I get home after him I must strip completely just inside the door and make the same offer. Also, he is in charge of our finances and my paycheck goes into a joint account which he controls; all of my purchases must be approved. I have a successful career and am a very happy submissive wife at the same time!

Im a slave for my boyfriend and he does everything you want. He's been doing this for years, and sometimes he sells me for a few days to others. My advice, just tell him what you want, but make it subtle, or you could make him do it, one time when he sold me to a another guy he already had a slave. We became friends and she just annoyed the ** outta him, he treats her like **. He abuses me every day, plays with me, he feeds me only bread and water once a day. He ties me up by a wall, only one hand free, dirty area, naked. I eats off the dirty floor and a water bottle next to it. I STOLE HIS PHONE BECAUSE I WAS BORED JUST SITTING THERE. IM CRAWLING BACK TO WHERE IT WAS RIGHT NOW WISH ME LUCK!

Strip you naked, oh ** no! A Latex Bodysuit and Hood for you Missy!

I wish your boyfriend would let me borrow you for the weekend, I'd pay him of course. Firstly, I'd strip you naked in the front garden for the neighbours to see, then finally let you in. You'd get your clothes back in Sunday night when you can leave. You'd spend most of the sucking me off, licking my ** off the floor and getting ** in your ** while I ram a massive ** in your slave **. In between, you'd have to do all the cooking and cleaning, wash my car (still naked) and do my laundry and ironing. Saturday's night I would invite some of the guys round, and you'll get ** galore in every hole and hand until you eventually fall asleep sucking someone's **. I know you'd find this ** and ** yourself at being an abused little slave. But every time you ** you'll get a good slap around the face. Sunday will then be able about me, you'll massaged me, ** me off, rim my ** spend about an hour with my ** down your throat while I watch TV. Your jaw will be aching and your throat will be sore. I'll then tie you up and ** you over and over. The when your boyfriend picks you up, you can walk back to his car naked, but holding your clothes. I'll then pop out, tell him this is how it's done and hand him a secret recording of the whole weekend of you being abused and slaved. Hopefully the. He'll see your true potential and treat you how you want.

Be careful what you wish for!

Hey I totally understand sub. There is a relaxing security from the protection and security and trust. Combine that with a desire to serve and to show devotion through acceptance of pain or humiliation or whatever.

I think a person who has a "kink" can understand and empathize with somone else who has a different kink but a vanilla person (no kink) just does not get it.

So in my view, the first part of the discussion you have with him needs to address that. Talk about acceptance of difference.

The other thing is that men are taught that it is never ok to hit or hurt a woman. Somehow you have to work through that.

Guys don't get hints. (I'm a guy) Be clear and simple. I would suggest writing it.

Get a collar and a lead, surprise him naked and on your knees, hand him the lead...and beg to ** his **. That would do it for me.