I still love someone and want babies with them, but
That is only because i haven't gotten a relationship with a better man yet for the past few years (had 2 relationships that turned out to be rubbish with rubbish ugly men i never loved, but only 1 had s** and rape in it) and men don't seem to want to date me for no reason! Not all have done background checks that would reveal that someone lied about me and made me look like rubbish even though i was innocent the whole time! SO WHY AREN'T MEN DATING ME? I USE MY BEST RECENT PHOTOS AND YE TNO MATTER HOW MUCH INFO I HOLD BACK, DO MEN JUST DON'T LIKE BRUNETTES WITH NORMAL NATURAL BUT NOT TOO SMALL SIZED B**** AND NATURAL DARK HAIR!? IS IT 'CAUSE I LOOK BLACK AND SEEM A LITTLE CONSERVATIVE AND WHY DO DATING SITES TRY TO HIDE LOCAL SINGLE MEN? I ALREADY REPORTED OKC! I MOVED ON, BUT OTHER MEN DON'T WANT ME AND IT ISN'T BECAUSE OF MY PROFILES AND WHAT I SAY, IT IS BECAUSE OF DISTANCE AND THAT I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH?!? I CAN LOOK SEXY IF TRY TO, BUT ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH?!? HOW CAN I HAVE A BABY WHEN I AM POOR AND NEED A MAN. I AM OLD FASHIONED AND CONSERVATIVE. I SUFFER CURABLE ILLNESS, POSSIBLE TBI, AND CAN HAVE NORMAL KIDS. BUT I REQUIRE A MAN TO HELP TAKE CARE OF ME. I WANT BABIES AND I DON'T CARE WHAT ANY ANTIBREEDING NLIBERAL AZIS SAY ABOUT ME OR MY CHOICES. I MADE MY CHOICE TO BE A DEPENDENT STAY AT WOMAN WHO KNOWS DOMESTIC STUFF (BLAME IT ON MY PARENTS AND GRANDPARENTS, BECAUSE I AM NOT A CAREER TYPE OF PERSON; I PREFER TO CARE FOR ANIMALS AND BABIES/KIDS OF MY OWN IN THE VERY NEAR FUTURE MAYBE 2016?), BUT WANTS HER OWN CHILDREN NOT ANOTHER WOMAN'S KIDS/BABIES. I AM NOT MUSLIM FYI. I AM A CHRISTIAN AGNOSTIC INDEPENDENT CONSERVATIVE ANTIA-N.