Should I be ashamed - Part2?
I am quite ashamed of what I have done but I can confess it here and nobody I know will this is me. Although I am ashamed I know that what I did was not evil or even wrong it was what I had to do. I was having severe money problems. I have two daughters, the oldest is 14 and I am 40 and not long after the youngest was born their father took off, leaving no contact details and no money. I haven't heard from him since. Bringing up kids these days when you have little or no money is very difficult. They want smart phones, iPads etc, these are things I just cannot afford. I work on the tills for a large supermarket, the hours are quite long but the pay is terrible, I also get some benefits but why should I need benefits to survive when I am working full time. At least in the UK are healthcare is free, that is a worry that would be inpossible.
One day I was talking to a friend of mine Kate (not her name) and although I said nothing she guessed that I was struggling. Kate made a suggestion that shocked me, she said I could earn good money making p*** films. Well I was, as I say, shocked. I was shocked that that was what she did for a living, I had no idea. I was also shocked at the idea of working in one.
Kate told me that they were soon to be making a film where two MILF lesbians (ie me and her) were to seduce a young teen lesbian. At this point I have to say that I have never had s** with a women even though my I had always felt an attraction for Kate, who is about 10 years older me, but she is extremely attractive. So I asked how much I could make and although it wasn't a huge amount it would help and that was just the one job. I said yes!
A couple of weeks later I booked 3 days holiday, Kate said something else might come up while filming so we needed at least 3 days and we went to the studio in Croydon of all places. Kate introduced me and they seemed a friendly bunch, the studio was lovely and clean, which was not what I expected. The teen in the film was a girl soon to be out of her teens but who looked only 14 or 15, she looked like one of my daughter's friends in fact. So we sat and had a coffee, the studio had a real coffee machine, and went through the basic shooting plan and when we finished Kate and the teenager started stripping off and putting on their clothes for the shoot, there were no dressing rooms? In fact there were but those two just didn't bother they just got their kit off and put on their costumes and nobody blinked an eyelid. So I also pt my costume on, it was a very conservative little number, suspender and fishnet stockings, a skirt that did not come down as far as the stocking tops, a tie up blowse and a bra that made my t*** fight to get out. Kate had a very similar getup on and our little teenager had a school uniform on with short skirt, stockings etc.... It was all very subtle NOT.
The teenager had to be all coy, she had walked in and found me and Kate inspecting our new s** toys, she was jolly shocked I can tell you. We sat her between us and started to stroke her hair and arms. We asked her about her latest boyfriend, she said that she didn't have one and that she was a bit fed up with boys. It was all original (oh yeah) but you know I was starting to really enjoy myself. I said earlier that I fancied Kate, well our teenager was such a pretty little thing that I got the serious hots for her also. The scene moved on and we were brushing our hands across her t***, lifting her skirt to show her see-through panties – I was getting hot. We undid her blouse and too out her lovely little t*** – I was getting hotter, but I had to rein myself back and follow Kate's lead. Well evetually Kate took my knickers down and forced the teenagers head into my crotch – oh heaven – and she actually started licking my p****. Not pretend licking! Eventually we are all licking, strap-on f******, fingering, fisting, p******. It was wonderful but eventually it ended I had a real o***** (or two), my first for a very long time. I felt wonderful and I was being paid.