I have this desire towards my cousin, who is a girl. Whenever I sleep over at their house, I have the urge to kiss her. I have to control myself though. Why?
1. She's my cousin.
2. I'm a girl.
3. I have a boyfriend.
4. She has a boyfriend.
These "lesbian desires" only come out when I'm with her. I don't feel these towards other girls. Damn.