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I was the ** but not the relationship
When I was 7years old on a family holiday abroad I was molested by a 19year old neighbour. At the time I didn't understand what was going on and I never felt bad about it but never told my parents about it either. It's been 14years since the incident and my family are still in the dark about it. I haven't had ** with anyone since but there are times I get really turned on and I enjoy touching myself and master bating thinking back that incident. I love ** myself but I've recently realised that I want to have ** but I don't want to get caught up in the nitty gritty of a relationship.
I was about 12 when my uncle came to stay with us. He was helping me with my training because I was wanting to be on the football team, and I had seen the photos of him in high school and the team he played on.
He would give me massages after a hard workout, to "loosen" my muscles, and do stretches. That progessed to him wanting to do it with my pants off, he said it helped him see how tight my thigh muscles got. One day I got an ** that had just begun to happen, so he showed me what to do about that with his hands. It felt so good I began doing that by myself in the bathroom, but it felt even better when my Uncle did it so I actually looked forward to it. Then one day he used his mouth on me, I had no idea anyone even did anything like that, but it felt good. later on I was doing it back, and to this day I enjoy gay ** from time to time. I am married and think I am normal in that respect, but maybe a couple of times a year I go to a nearby gay bar and find a friend. Doesn't hurt anything at all.