Turning myself gay
A long time ago before I was in a relationship I used to have gay thoughts and watch gay p*** as I was curious. I've been with my girlfriend now for 8 years and not had any thoughts like that.
About 6 months ago though when my girlfriend went out I found myself putting on her underwear and one of her dresses. I put make up on and used her d**** to f*** my ass. No idea where this came from or why I did it but I loved it!!!!
recently I pushed things even further put out an advert online for some guys to come round and I got dressed up, made up and sat there while these guys masturbated and eventually came on my made up face. I don't know if I'd do that again but at the time I loved it.
I don't know where this is coming from! It's like I bottled it all up for years and now it's coming out. I'm turning myself gay and it's amazing.