I cheat on my husband

I've been married to my husband for 7 years. I started cheating on him about 2 years ago. I work in a restaurant and a few of us would go to a pizza bar after close for a drink and some grub. We all talk about ** and relationships. One night I mentioned being **. One of the guys said, "So go home and ** your husband." I told him that he would already be asleep as he works early in the morning and waking him up makes him grumpy.

So this guy and I were walking out after we were done. He asked what I planned to do. I simply said, "Go home and **." He asked if I wanted to go to his place with him. Even drunk or tipsy, I'm still in control of myself. It's just that drinking lowers my 'ah ** it' level. So I said, "Ok sure."

Went back to his place. I sucked his **. He ate my ** then we had **. Afterwards, we both understood it may or may not be a one time thing. Neither of us were going to blab about it.

Since then he and I have had ** dozens of times. We don't treat each other differently. Just casual **. I dont regret having ** outside the marriage. I don't do it for love or to replace my husband. I just enjoy **. Sometimes it's with my husband and sometimes it's not.

I've been cheating on my husband for 2 years. In that time, I've had ** with 2 men and 2 women.