Just wanna leave.

Im 16 from the Essex area and have just started my A-Levels. I smoke weed and have done for the past 3-4 years, and I've been caught by my parents 3 times. Most recently was GCSE results day.

Recently I just feel like I want drop my A-Levels and get on a boat to anywhere in Europe, work in coffee shops or whatever and just not have contact with anyone from my old life. Not sure whether its to do with getting caught or not but I would still feel bad for my family.

Im from a good family and they do love me and i feel like thats the only thing keeping me here is the guilt of leaving my family.

Don't know what I really want from this but just thought I'd post this just to get these feelings out in the open.

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  • "I am leaving you with a gift--peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don't be troubled or afraid".
    Jesus Christ in John 14:27

    Want more out of life? Read from the "Son of God" in the New Testament. Loves you.

  • Don't be do quick to grow up - where will you live? Rents are expensive and I'm not sure coffee shop salary will cut it - unless it's a Hooters and your a girl!

    Stop smoking the damn weed that stuff will make you lazy and unfocused!

    Please don't ever go anywhere without telling your parents either!

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