Just wanna leave.
Im 16 from the Essex area and have just started my A-Levels. I smoke weed and have done for the past 3-4 years, and I've been caught by my parents 3 times. Most recently was GCSE results day.
Recently I just feel like I want drop my A-Levels and get on a boat to anywhere in Europe, work in coffee shops or whatever and just not have contact with anyone from my old life. Not sure whether its to do with getting caught or not but I would still feel bad for my family.
Im from a good family and they do love me and i feel like thats the only thing keeping me here is the guilt of leaving my family.
Don't know what I really want from this but just thought I'd post this just to get these feelings out in the open.