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I messed it up
I was in a relationship with a younger girl, she was 18 i was 29 we met through some friends and I was warned to stay away from her, but she pursued me and eventually secretly met up.
Before we met we flirted and teased each other and realised we had a lot in common sexually, I was very dominant and she was very submissive. we emailed and messaged each other some pretty ** up stuff and she loved it.
once it all came out I didn't talk to her for two weeks before she replied and I said id rather be friends with her sister and bf. The next day her sister found out we spoke and stopped talking to me, so I decided to see her again.
The next 5 months were incredible we ** literally every night bar work and her period, we went out and partied she always made me feel wanted and I showed it back, my family loved her and her dad was pretty cool. her sister moved out back across the country so we didn't have to hide it anymore.
The ** was incredible, she wasn't brilliant at ** but I trained her and she loved it rough, one night we went to a friends bday and she said she was getting drunk and she said no matter what I had to ** her, passed out she didn't care. So i did and on the morning she knew id done it and ** me again.
One time I had to have a shower and as I was she walked in, in her underwear stay on the bench and masturbated watching me shower, I put on a show for her.
After ** she wanted a shower so she did and I started playing DC universe and she came back soaking wet naked and got between my legs sucked me off and blew on her chest. she didn't even clean it off she payed on the bed and rubbed it in herself.
Twice she dressed as a schoolgirl and once as a young prostitute and I picked her up and was rough with her. She loved girls and we went online to find some but they're are unicorns.
we ** in cars, movies, bathrooms. she smelt and always looked amazing, I have that many pics of her and to this day I still ** with them.
she was so dirty, fun and knew how to please a man. Sadly I found out from friend that shed been talking to her ex and wanted to get back with him. I was hurt and when I told her she said sorry and won't talk to him again but I didn't believe her. She did go back to him but I tried to get her back and buggered it all up.
I know now that she would never have gone back to him, she was happy with me, he was her first love. To this day he still doesn't treat her right.
Ive looked for a girl like her but she was one in a million. Best 5 months of my life
I know what you mean. I'm with someone like that and will dread seeing him leave someday. I love him and ** is amazing. AMAZING. But what makes it better than most is we have an emotional connection as well. He will eventually leave because he's still in love with his ex wife. I'll be sad but I guess that's life. :( I can only imagine how you feel. Someday I'll be in the same position. I'll be as devastated as you are. I know he'll go back to his ex and she'll treat him badly, which I can't do anything about.
Lol that **