I feel stupid.
For the longest time I was never good at math, but people called me smart. All I wanted was someone to give me a C in math because I have such a hard time at it all. My parents feel the same way and even if I get a 68% they're proud because they know I'm trying my bed right there and that if I worked any harder I would cry myself to sleep XD I wish this year I could maybe get good grades. I want grades that my old me would envy but it's only a wish. A wish I'm hoping I will make possible