Rather be dead
I think about killing myself every single day. I used to cut my wrists it was how I dealt with pain but I wasn't suicidal!!! I am a woman "cute" according to most. But I wear tons of make up because I have facial hair and it's embarrassing. I'd rather die than let anyone see my face without make up. I hate make up it rubs off on everything! It takes so long to put on, and I look fake but others call me "cute" they don't know the real me. I want to kill myself.