Sometimes I feel as if I will never really belong anywhere. Like I'm not good enough to do anything or be anything. Maybe I was a mistake. Maybe I didn't "come out" right in whatever process makes us who we are. I don't want to die, and I am in no way suicidal, because I fear death above all else. I don't know how to make it better. I feel lost. I feel stuck. I feel alone. I feel wrong.