Life is hard when you're a teen

To start off, I am bisexual which for those of you who don't know that means I like my own gender plus one other ( in my case it's girls and boys.) I am also identify as a demigirl which is I associate myself mostly with my female body but I also identify as something else. I am very masculine for a girl and I use my masculinity because that's the way I see myself. Currently I am dating a girl for 9 months now. I love her so much but she can have a bit of a bipolar attitude. there are times when she is verbally agressive. I don't want to say abusive because I don't believe it's that. We just have our average fights that end in her practically hating me and then two minutes later she's in love with me again. She has also come to me saying she is once again depressed and she thinks she needs help. So I have to bottle up all of my feelings just to not make it seem like we are both sad and dysfunctional. So all the sadness and hate I have for myself gets bottled up and stays there until the glass breaks every few months or so. Now we have such big plans for our future together, and I can't imagine a life without her. However, on top of all this drama, I have a crush, on a boy who is one of my closest friends, and who happens to be my girlfriends ex boyfriend. I am so confused and sad and I just needed to write this all down and get it off my chest. Thank you to those who take the time to read this.

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  • By masculine you mean overwieght, fat and unattractive.

  • Try being a physically handicapped teen or a mentally handicapped teen. Try being a fat teen or an ugly teen. Then you'll seen how hard being a teen can really be.

  • Thanks anonymous for this piece . What I think here is that you should "close your legs" till marriage. I have counselled ladies over the years in the course of my work and I have come to discover that majority of the ladies that do not "move on" whenever a relationship does not work out are those who had given in to sexual pressures, committed abortions or gotten infections from their partners. They keep sulking even a decade after the break up whereas their male counterparts had moved on, married and had kids. This later scenario usually adds to the lady's predicament. On the other hand, those who "closed their legs" have more secure and trustworthy marriages apart from "moving on" faster.

    Also lady, spice your spiritual life with God's word. Learn to read your scriptures (New Testament -you can google it and read on your mobile phones or tablets) and find out what LOVE means. 1 Corinthians 13:4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8 Love never fails. . .

  • Stop thinking too much and live your life. Kids these days

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