I am a 20 year old male who is live own his own and has been since he was 18. Feb2015 I finally got hired at my big brothers job where he was been work for 10 years. When I got there I didn't hate it but I didn't love it. Eventually somewhere down the road I guess I started to love it and didn't even notice that it had grown on me. I loved the fave that I worked with my brother I don't see him much anymore. I liked the people that I worked with honestly I probably loved them and still do. Oct2015 I got fired. I got fired for not being able to make standard. It's a warehouse job and you have to make a certain positive production number or your fired. I couldn't keep up because I have a disease and I was admitted into the hospital and it felt like my health was declining it was so hard to keep up. I really really miss this job more than anything I miss the environment I close my eyes and I can see myself in the building I miss my supervisor even though he was a a****** sometimes. How do I cope with this reminiscing feeling I feel 24/7 ????