Ok here goes... people think im so nice
Ok here goes... people think im so nice and friendly but deep down i am a real fcuken b****! i think horrible things about other people and i say things behind their backs, i get told i am gorgeous all the time and love it cos i think i am to, i hate fat people cos they strike me as lazy and i feel like i am better than them. i can't handle rejection. and my temper is horrible. i am dating the sweetest most attractive guyn in the whole world who i treat like crap becos i am bored of him now. i am addicted to s**/shopping/money and i am totally full of myself. i can't help it i don't know what i have done wrong i think it could be from being told how nice looking i am and great i am at everything and having people suck up to me all the time. F*** i don't enjoy feeling like this. and more than anything i want to be a good person and treat my boyfriend and other people how they deserve to be treated. but i have tried a million differnt things including buddism classes which way the biggest waste of an hour. but nothing changes i am just a b**** with an attitude problem.