15 lost virginity, regrets, HELP
Ok so I am 15 and am dating a 16 year old, Matt. Me and Matt have only been dating a little over a month, but we're talking a while before that. Matt, however has had s** before with his former girlfriend many times. For me, Matt was my first kiss. Tonight when we hung out he brought up the topic of s** and how he wants to wait till I feel comfortable, he didn't pressure me at all and I told him I felt ready but wanted the moment to be special so didn't want to ruin it by rushing, but he promised that's not how it would be. So I agreed to it because I felt like he really wanted to and truth be told I did also, and he wore a condom and it hurt a lot while happening. It still kinda hurts now and I feel so much regret because we hadent even said we loved eachother but I have a lot of feelings for her so I felt like it would all be okay. Sooo many questions now like should I do it again?? Because he said he wants to buy more condoms. Also, when my doctor asks if I engage in sexual activity should I say yes (even if this is the last time I do it), even tho I don't want my parents to find out AT ALLL. Please leave me answers to these questions and any other advice thank u!