I hate being a parent
I never thought I would feel this way, I love my two kids with everything. But I absolutely hate parenting. I had my first child at 21(I'm 25 now)and I didn't know how much stress it would bring. My boyfriend and I we're excited but after a while I lost my identity. After we had our son this feeling had gotten worse. I wake up most days dreading doing things for them and not being able to have "me time" I barley eat or get sleep. Consent yelling and screaming. They always fight. I have no life this is a repetition and I'm losing my mind. I often snap at them, after I feel bad. But , I can't help it. I'm watching my life pass me by. It's so much I want to accomplish but I can't. They are sometimes in the way of a lot of things. Idk if this is normal or depression I need some advice. I do not want to resent my kids.