My secret

I never told anyone I was raped when I was 15. I felt like it was my fault for being somewhere I shouldnt have been. I started cutting afterwards. The pain was the only thing that made me feel anything. it was two years ago today. The inside of my thighs are scared from all the cutting. My mom is taking me to the gynecologist next week because she thinks I have an infection. I don't know what I'm going to tell them if they get on table and look at me.

Apr 20, 2016

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  • Siiiigh. What is it about you dumb children that you look for any old excuse to cut? I was raped TWICE. I've also been molested, sexually harassed, fired for turning down a supervisor, and assaulted. Yet here I am NOT CUTTING. So explain how a method used more for attention-getting is the only way to deal with the paaaaaain.

    I mean, soz about the rape and all, but jeezis, be more pathetic, will you?

  • Rape is wrong, regardless of where it happened. You should talk to your family. Trust me, if they love you, they won't care about your whereabouts, when the tape transpired. They'll care about, the fact their child was raped. Do yourself justice and report it to the police. You owe it to yourself and the rapists victims and future victims.

  • Look girl, you don't know this however you were cutting yourself into a pine box.. Your femoral artery is in your thigh ; you get that leaking li'l girl & you're in a peck o' h*** i.e. they may not get thee to a hospital in time..

  • I'm so sorry. It wasn't your fault. Your mom doesn't have to be in the room. This can be between you and your doctor. And you're most likely not the first woman who has cut their thighs before. Contact rainn.org

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