Of spending so much money, and going a long way from home to a place I've never been before, just to see my boyfriend who I'm not even sure if I'll still have genuine feelings for. He moved to another state last year to take care of his family. We've been in a long distance relationship since and I've been saving up the little money I have just to visit him. It will be a 10 hour trip, and he said for me to stay with him. But I'm worried. How will I be able to if we don't feel the same way for each other? We talk now and we love each other, but people always say things are different in person. This is something I will always regret if I don't do it out of fear, but is it the right thing to do? I'm not sure. I don't want to visit him just to get my heartbroken and money wiped.