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Truly
I feel good knowing you are happy and having a wonderful life.It eases my soul because you know I feel a burden inside as I can't leave you neither my passion of giving words to my thoughts I feel some of your time I ** and even deviate your attention...
My thoughts I also don't know from where it originates but they do come I feel scared to reveal them so sometimes I choose silence but you know it doesn't help at all.
But seeing you smiling with your loved ones I feel right path is taken..
Though no matter what my heart doesn't listen to me it seems you...
The smile is plastic. The happiness, superficial. Where there was incredible passion with you, now there is only convenience. Where there was excitement when we were together, there is just familiarity. No one ever EVER stimulated or satisfied me like you did. Like you still do. I think of you every day. And I fantasize about you every night. My heart is still with you. And so is my body.
But you don't miss me as much now as you used too ..