To be quite bluntly lets hope she doesn't call back

I really don't want to talk to K and I don't mind L or the others but not N and D or K.

I am determined not to ring my manager. I am sick of her "managing everything I say"
surely not all men or people are like that.

I just don't trust her.

I think she would under cut me for sure for money. I think she did that weekend. that was why I told my friend that she was picking at me at the time and not being helpful and being nasty. I need to go see C and T and be around people who will be supportive of my health and feelings.