My life is over. I am giving up hope on ever having a normal life

I confess that my life is over. I hate everybody and everything.

People have had far too much control over my life that I am just starting to not care anymore about them or anything.

The greatest enemy I got is time and lots of it.

I want to ask the police to just get me away from all the people I truly hate and hate and hate from the very day.
Not just the people of whom I grown up hating.
But my loved one's as well
I just want to spend a good long break from all of them.
But how will the police understand that I want them to lock me away to get me away from everybody and everything I grown up with, do they even understand the hate the misery and loneliness and isolation I went through since the day I was born.
Will they Understand the things I went through that made me not a normal person .
Should they know how much abuse and misery I went through growing up.
Can they help me to disappear into the corrections facilities to become a better person.
I want to ask them for help to help me to become a normal person once again in the correctional facilities and get me away from all the people that made me like this.
A miserable abused and shy person.
A guy with no future, no past or present.
I will never take my own life.
I am gonna live to a old age until everyone I know is no longer around to see me continue to be a miserable shy person.
There is nobody that is truly a normal person, being Normal is a big lie that was made up by Liar's who raised me.

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  • There are many good people in this world who would love to love you.
    You should move from your area and live in another place where you will find more happiness.

  • Idl that the correction facilities could make you better...hmmm. weird.

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