My life is over. I am giving up hope on ever having a normal life
I confess that my life is over. I hate everybody and everything.
People have had far too much control over my life that I am just starting to not care anymore about them or anything.
The greatest enemy I got is time and lots of it.
I want to ask the police to just get me away from all the people I truly hate and hate and hate from the very day.
Not just the people of whom I grown up hating.
But my loved one's as well
I just want to spend a good long break from all of them.
But how will the police understand that I want them to lock me away to get me away from everybody and everything I grown up with, do they even understand the hate the misery and loneliness and isolation I went through since the day I was born.
Will they Understand the things I went through that made me not a normal person .
Should they know how much abuse and misery I went through growing up.
Can they help me to disappear into the corrections facilities to become a better person.
I want to ask them for help to help me to become a normal person once again in the correctional facilities and get me away from all the people that made me like this.
A miserable abused and shy person.
A guy with no future, no past or present.
I will never take my own life.
I am gonna live to a old age until everyone I know is no longer around to see me continue to be a miserable shy person.
There is nobody that is truly a normal person, being Normal is a big lie that was made up by Liar's who raised me.