I'm one f****** point from being gifted, and also one f****** point from having Aspergers Syndrome. What's the f****** point of being this f****** awkward?
Sorry, my mistake. it was mean to it s very complicated
I feel like I am THE OTHER. I mean, I am in a nonrelation with someone and I know he knows (feels at some unconscios level at least) that I feel for him. I m thinking and overthinking this love (maybe it s just a thing that didn t has its natural course - friendship or s**, or mentorship). Maybe I - the other in your case- am just shy or its age difererence, but I KNOW he knows.I dream - when I let myself induldge- that he makes the first step.To something. We have to be something. Or maybe I ve become obsessed.
You could use your aspie qualities to your advantage. For example, you could use your qualities for artistic inspiration, as a release.
Everyone has gifts and everyone is aspie to some degree. Get over it. As an aspie, work out some strategy. Rationalise it. Then get on with life. Try living in the moment. Stop brooding over the past. Stop worrying about the future. Just look around and say to your self "Nice day" or whatever.
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