I am 19 years of age, raised in a very religious. I am introverted and shy kind of gal. I rarely go out. I did try my best to mingle with others but it seems that I can't force myself into doing things that I don't really like. I am a good girl in nature yet when I become h****, I can't control myself. It seems that everyday, my need for s** is growing inside me. I do m********* by rubbing my p****, pressing and pinching my b**** but my hunger for s** can't be fully satisfied... I crave big and brown c*** to f*** me. I can't control myself from being h****. Even if I go out, I couldn't stop thinking s**. I was thinking of looking for someone to have s** in real yet I think it will harm me and my future... What should I do? I can't always be like this. By the way, I am still a virgin and I haven't had a boyfriend since birth.