Having Dirty Dreams About Male Friend
I keep having recurring dreams about a male friend of mine, who always behaved as if he were into guys. We used to flirt with each other, a few years ago, but have not spoken since. To the public, he is straight, and even has a girlfriend. I, myself, am gay and am dating a transgender boy. I find myself having dirty dreams about this guy, who we will call David (which is not his real name). I love my boyfriend, I genuinely do, but part of me feels empty, as if i am missing out sexually because he does not have the parts that I seek... I would never cheat on him, but my inability to be with a cisgender guy, sexually, is frustrating me and causing dreams about my old friend, who I crushed on for years. I really don't know what to do.