I am writing this confession to anonymous readers because I cannot tell any one that knows me or my husband. For the past 2 years I have been having adulterous affairs with younger black college men. I have had at least 12 different young studs during this time. I cannot believe how they have opened my mind and my body to such incredible physical pleasure. Our friends and members of our community would be shocked to know that this upstanding well to do married white mother of 2 grown sons is a black c*** black c** loving s***. My husband travels a lot and I go to the bar where a lot of the college athletes hang out. I need that black loving all the time.