im a guy whos really inlove with my
im a guy whos really inlove with my best friend. we've been best mates for about 2 years now and we've never looked back. she knows that i love her, i tell her all the time. and she tells me that she loves me aswell. i have the odd girlfriend and she has the odd boyfriend, but my girlfriends never even compare to what i feel with my best friend. we always hang out and we're really close. problem is i have to move away next year (for a year) due to my university studies. and i really think she is wife marterial because my family adores her and her family adores me. and im only 18 and im thinking like this!!! if i go away to continue my studies, i could lose contact with the woman i love and i couldnt bare that to happen.
i just wish there was a way for me to express my feelings towards her that i love her alot more deeply than just friends. because im not sure if she loves me more than a friend. im just worried that ill ruin everything and make it aquward and id lose the woman i love... but if she does love me the same way i love her, i have a life partner ... hmm decisions decisions.